It wasn't always rainbows and heavyweights

 It wasn't always rainbows and heavyweights

Read on to find out how I keep my mind, body, and spirit healthy.
It wasn't always rainbows and heavyweights



You've come a long way. Emily, I Am Now is the result of a long and agonizing journey of personal growth and self-discovery. I hope my words will enable you to sincerely believe that you can overcome your pain and live a successful life.


Here is my story


Having struggled with an eating disorder for years, my health nearly hit rock bottom when I was in college. I had no choice but to drop out.

It was a downward spiral that eventually landed me in legal trouble and court-mandated rehab. My year in rehab proved to be a life-changing experience. It was there that I discovered my love for art, and where I began to work.

While working out, I got a taste of a feeling that, at the time, felt so foreign to me that I couldn't quite name it. Now, I can name the feeling: happiness.

Discovering fitness, and the enchanting emotions it stirred within, was the catalyst for my journey to self-love.


The journey begins


As I embarked on this adventure towards a healthier lifestyle, I knew I needed to make some serious changes in my life. My body image issues caused me to slide into a cycle of self-hate and self-destructive behaviors. Every time I looked in the mirror, I saw a distorted image of myself - a disgustingly fat person beyond recognition. But in fact, I was so skinny that the word "skinny" didn't even cut it. I was emaciated, with little to no muscle mass, and a frail frame that lacked vitality and substance. I had to take action to change this, so I embarked on a journey toward physical and emotional healing. It wasn't easy, but I learned to love and take care of my body in ways I hadn't before.

Through a combination of healthy eating, regular exercise, and self-care practices, I've been able to transform my body and mindset. I began to see myself in a more positive light, recognizing the strength and beauty that lay within me. I learned to treat myself with kindness and compassion. I learned to let go of the negative self-talk that had been holding me back for so long.


strategies and practices


One tool that has been very useful to me is the Five Minute Journal. This simple journaling practice allows me to reflect on my day and express my gratitude for the positive things in my life. It helps me focus on the present moment and appreciate the little things that make life worth living.

In addition to the Five Minute Journal, meditation has also been a powerful tool for me on my self-care journey. Taking a few minutes each day to sit and breathe has helped me reduce stress and anxiety, and has given me a greater sense of clarity and focus. It feels very strange at first, but sticking with it is key. In the end, it sounds like a lullaby.


Give me priority


Self-care isn't just about journaling or gratitude — it's also about setting boundaries and taking care of yourself in a way that feels genuine. For me, that means prioritizing my mental health and taking time for myself every day. It means saying no when I need to and taking the time to do the things that make me feel good.

I also make sure to prioritize my physical health as well. As a fitness trainer, I know the importance of getting regular exercise and eating a healthy, balanced diet. But I also know it's important to listen to my body and comfort myself when I need it. This means taking a day off from the gym when I'm feeling exhausted, or indulging in a slice of pizza once in a while without feeling guilty about it afterward.

Ultimately, self-care is about taking care of my mind, body, and spirit. It's about being kind to myself and realizing that I deserve to feel good. Although it was a journey full of ups and downs, it was totally worth it. I still have days when I catch myself thinking negatively, and I have to remind myself how to deal with these kinds of thoughts. It is a work in progress and always will be. It is a project that I will dedicate myself to as long as I breathe.

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